Among a pile of photos of Lab Partner smoking cigs, a copy of my grad speech, and various academic medals
Proof That I Was an Even Bigger Dumbass Than I Knew Myself To Be: Something That I Typed Sometime In 1988, For Reasons Unknown and At This Point Unknowable
Why I want to graduate a year early
1. Because I don't think I can make it another three and a half years in this high school. I think I'm losing my mind.
2. Because I want to have a year to rest before college.
3. Because I feel like I'm wasting my time here.
4. Because I could use my extra year to work and save money for college.
Why I don't want to graduate a year early
1. Because I want to graduate with my class.
2. Because I don't like the class a year ahead of me.
3. Because I would probably grow apart from my friends.
4. Because everyone would think I was a snobby showoff.
5. Because I'm scared that I won't be able to keep my grades up with such a heavy courseload.
These are all really important to me. I do want to graduate with my class, go on our senior trip, and stuff like that, and I hate the sophomore class as a whole. But I am very serious about feeling that I am losing my mind, thinking of the three and a half years left to go and the feeling that I am wasting my time here. I'm so burned out on tan walls, gross lunches, useless classes, boredom, the whole routine of things. It's really depressing me. I have nothing to do. I need to get out.
Why I want to graduate a year early
1. Because I don't think I can make it another three and a half years in this high school. I think I'm losing my mind.
2. Because I want to have a year to rest before college.
3. Because I feel like I'm wasting my time here.
4. Because I could use my extra year to work and save money for college.
Why I don't want to graduate a year early
1. Because I want to graduate with my class.
2. Because I don't like the class a year ahead of me.
3. Because I would probably grow apart from my friends.
4. Because everyone would think I was a snobby showoff.
5. Because I'm scared that I won't be able to keep my grades up with such a heavy courseload.
These are all really important to me. I do want to graduate with my class, go on our senior trip, and stuff like that, and I hate the sophomore class as a whole. But I am very serious about feeling that I am losing my mind, thinking of the three and a half years left to go and the feeling that I am wasting my time here. I'm so burned out on tan walls, gross lunches, useless classes, boredom, the whole routine of things. It's really depressing me. I have nothing to do. I need to get out.
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